I could really empathize with the thoughts and feelings expressed in this piece. Referring to a "dark friend that sometimes recedes and sometimes bursts wholesale into my consciousness", he writes:
Grief for a world that currently exists, but is being slowly destroyed as I look on, and will not be there for younger generations.However, it is clear that he does not let himself succumb to apathy and depression. He is still looking for ways to prevent such a dystopia.